AMBIENT THOUGHT – Special Edition: Time Or Lightning? REVISED

The following and all of the other episodes to come are snapshots of what goes on in my head, now and in the past. There are times none of this will make sense. There will be times when I might get lucky and the blog I post will be well constructed and will flow like a mountain stream to an awaiting lake below. Other times it will seem like the ramblings of a madman and you’ll ask yourself, “What the……?”
You should probably get used to the latter.


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(This originally posted on April 6th, 2018. But since then, I have got to know a couple of more writers and I wanted to add their thoughts. So, welcome to the revised edition.)

Like all passions people have, writing is something most writers are drawn to, whether it’s something dramatic or something much more subtle, that comes over time.

For me, it was an honest and goodness bolt from the blue, an idea to put myself in a TV show by doing something that would become much more known that other people did with the introduction of the internet: fan fiction. If I can’t be on the TV show I loved so much, I could write a story where I could interact with these characters I pretended to hang out with on the page. And if any of you have read my past blog posts, you know the show was The A-Team. And you also know that was the moment, the A-HA moment in my life that started me on the path of the love of writing.

But when it comes to others, those that have just started their path or those that have been doing it professionally and all of those in between, the story of their beginning, their alpha story may be different. It might be like mine, that bolt from the blue… or it could have been something they just found themselves doing or it was something that was a slow, long road when they decided being a writer was for them. Regardless, any reason that they have is not incorrect. It’s what worked for them and if you are a writer or want to write (honestly, what are you waiting for?), any reason that you have to write, any beginning that put you on the road isn’t incorrect either. If writing is your thang and it’s something you love to do, then no matter how to come to this decision, it’s perfectly fine. It may not be a story of magic or dream induced decisions. Maybe it comes from walking a path with flowers and thorns, with paved sections and sections with deep mud, with love and pain. Some paths are shorters than others that make you come to the place that makes you want to write.

So, I’ve had that idea rolling around my head for the past few months. And I wanted to know what more advanced writers thought about it. Did they have a lightning bolt moment or was it something that came over time? After talking to my buddy and fellow writer, Carole Ann (whom I’ve mentioned before and interviewed for this blog post), I decided to use my social media skills and reach out to a few writers. As Carole Ann stated, ‘Writers love to talk about writing.’
So I asked. All of them are in different places in their pursuit. Some of them are about to publish and those with a truck full of books under their belt. Some of them I know personally who took pity on me and some of them that took pity from their lofty heights to help me out.
And from the few dozens of people I asked, I had eight ten wonderful people to write something exclusively for this blog post. All of these are more experienced at writing than I and I hold them in extreme regards.

So, without further ado…


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“Oh man, that’s not a simple answer for me. I started writing in 5th grade because of a writing assignment and fell in love with the process. I’ve just kept it up ever since and learned along the way. No lightning bolt moment for me.” – Aaron Mahnke

(Creator of the hugely popular podcast Lore. He also wrote books based on Lore called The World of Lore: Volume One and Volume Two, The World of Lore Monstrous Creatures, The World of Lore: Dreadful Places, Plus the books Grave Suspicions and Hand of Andulain. He had no reason to give me this quote and I know he is SUPER busy but he did. I can’t thank him enough. Check him out here, )


anne serling“I always wrote poetry and would share it with my dad. If he liked it, he would tell me and talk about it for days. If he didn’t like it he would declare it, “interesting.” In truth, some of it was really bad. I was a preschool teacher for several years, but I wanted to write and like my dad, found and find it cathartic. After my father died, I began a book, “In His Absence,” but I had only barely begun navigating that whole minefield of grief and was nowhere ready. It took many more years, decades, to finally write my memoir– As I Knew Him: My Dad Rod Serling. I wrote it for three reasons. Again, to manage my grief; to know more about his public persona, and also to dispel the offensive assertions that my dad was a dark and tortured person.
Writing full time now, I have just finished a novel- a whole different animal.
Though I will never be the writer my father was, nor as prolific, it provides a special connection to him.” – Anne Serling

(Daughter of The Twilight Zone’s Rod Serling, she wrote the book As I Knew Him: My Dad, Rod Serling along with publishing two short stories based on her father’s teleplays, One for the Angels and The Changing of the Guard, for the book The Twilight Zone, The Original Stories. She is currently writing a novel. Even though I wasn’t asking her face to face, I got really nervous to do so. Thankfully, she’s wonderful and accommodating. She even reached out to my daughter to wish her a happy birthday. You can find her here, )


GRS headshot“I wandered into it through my major when I was at MTSU: Mass Comm/Journalism with an emphasis in PR. I had writing classes and learned to love putting my thoughts on paper. I feel I can communicate better through writing than speaking – though I’ve had to get better at both with my career choice in PR. Blogging really got me writing on a consistent basis and allowed me to be more creative than with press releases and corporate writing.” – Trey Campbell

(Writer of the book 12 Jars: Making the Most of the Rest of Your Life and 72 Days: A Devotional of Biblical Principles and Life Lessons for Spiritual Leadership, Growth, and Guidance. He should write a book about being a super nice guy because he is one. Find him here,


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“I didn’t always know how I would do it professionally, or if I’d be able to, but from the moment I could write, that’s what I did.” – Nora McInerny

(Host and creator of the podcast Terrible, Thanks for Asking. She is also the author of the books  It’s Okay To Laugh (Crying Is Cool Too). She is working on the book Terrible, Thanks for Asking due out in 2019. By the way, I met her in person at a book sighing. She even knew who I was. She pointed to me while I was seven deep in line and said, ‘You’re Loyd Elmore Jr.’ It made my year. Check her out here, )


IMG_7634“My particular bolt of lightning struck when I was sitting at my desk in the 5th-grade classroom of Mrs. Sarah Haas. I had just turned in my first-ever short story for the Young Author contest for my school. I distinctly remember, with all the ruthless ambition of a Wall Street hedge fund manager, that I would scorch the earth of my competitors with my tale of my dog using GI Joe toys to rescue some rabbits down in our ditch. It was the first, and only time in my life that I had such a clear vision of my future. I knew then that I would be a novelist one day. It only took thirty-three years from that point to make it happen.” – Jeremy Finley

(WSMV investigative reporter/anchor and author of the upcoming book The Darkest Time Of Night due out June 26th, 2018. When I asked Jeremy to write something for this, I thought I wouldn’t be able to get his attention. I watch him on the news. That dude is busy. But he couldn’t have been more gracious and accommodating. I just hope I’m never on the other side of his microphone. He can tear people apart. And I mean that in the best way. )


DRD_0904 Heiny and CA“I knew that I wanted to write before I was able to write, which sounds strange, but it was something that I knew in the same way that I knew my mom and dad, or that I knew that I was a girl.

The earliest specific moment that I recall that spark of knowing that I wanted to be a writer was when my mom was reading a bedtime story to me.  Like most little kids trying to prolong the bedtime ritual and postpone the lights-out moment, I kept asking questions. I pointed to the byline on the book and asked, “What’s that?”

She explained that is the person who wrote the book. Yes. I want to be that person.  I was probably about four years old. I think it was the story of Johnny Appleseed, which was my favorite.

I wrote strange, nonsensical notes and stories before I learned to properly spell or space my words.  My mom saved some pages of my early pre-K writing which I believed at the time was brilliant compositions, but they were simply ill-formed letters in crayon.

When I was about five or six, my great aunt gave me a plastic red typewriter, which was wonderful for me to peck out letters and stories and poems, even though I did not have a grasp of spelling or grammar.

Throughout grade school and high school, my creative writing and even my research papers got high marks and great reviews from my teachers, and it was a relief to know that I was actually good at writing because I loved doing it so much.

When I got older, of course, I wanted to write the Great American Novel.  I practiced writing but nothing that I wanted to publish until I got the inspiration for my series of children’s books.

Being a writer is not what I do.  It’s what I am.

I hope that somewhere a parent is reading my book to a child who is prolonging bedtime.  Maybe they will question the purpose of the byline and realize they want to grow up and write books.” – Carole Ann Hausman

(Writer of the children’s books, My Dream For You Is Happiness and My Dream For You is Wonder. Book number three, My Dream For You Is Kindness is on the way. A writer she is and always has been. I have learned a lot from her. And it should go without saying, one of the best people I have ever got the chance to call my friend. And that makes her one of my very few best friends. Check out her page, )


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“It was more of a series of small lightning strikes. a creative writing class in high school, a screenwriting class in college… but then (the) real world and (a) real job took over. But years later, a meeting (with) the writers of “The Rock” for some reason, then something clicked. ‘You could really do this as a job.” I ended up writing two screenplays in about six months and knew then.” – Christopher Yost

(Christopher Yost is the writer of Next Avengers: Heroes of Tomorrow, Thor: The Dark World, Max Steel, Thor: Ragnarok, and the upcoming Silver and Black. And as for being a writer for TV, well, if it has something to do with Marvel and is animated, his name is probably attached. And that goes for Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Star Wars Rebels. As for comic books, being too many to name here, just check out his page. He might just have my dream job.)


rich“I knew I wanted to write for a living when I was a teenager. I took a drama class and a creative writing class, and both turned out to be my favorite classes throughout all of high school. I had always been an avid reader, going back to when I was very young and would devour every Encyclopedia Brown and Hardy Boys novel I could get my hands on, and I found the authors’ use of language fascinating. I started reading Stephen King’s novels, and it only increased my love of good writing. By the time I’d gotten into the works of William Shakespeare (particularly King Lear), Sophocles (Oedipus Rex was my favorite play assigned in high school), and Richard Adams (Watership Down was a religious experience for me the first time I read it), I was hooked.”

“I liked learning new words and adding them to my vocabulary, and I found that the rules of grammar, spelling, and punctuation came naturally to me, the way some people have an affinity for mathematics. What really cemented it, though, was that I loved reading Star Trek novels and wanted to someday write one of my own. That was more than thirty years ago and, well, I’ve never written a Star Trek novel. However, I have worked on a number of Star Trek projects, so I guess it sort of worked out anyway.”

“Back then, my family found it odd that I spent a lot of time alone reading, and my parents urged me not to get an English degree in college since they thought it would be useless, like a philosophy degree (their words, not mine). I was told “Saying you want to be a writer is like saying you want to play for the NFL. You need to find a more realistic goal. You should go into teaching, for example. They have summers off and good pensions.” So I became an English teacher… and I hated it. I was miserable. Thankfully, I’d taken some journalism classes in college, so I decided to try the road not taken. I landed my first editing job in (I believe) 1992, and I started writing on a freelance basis. I’ve been doing both ever since, and have never regretted leaving teaching behind. I had found the career I was meant to be in—and, really, that’s all any of us can ask of our careers, isn’t it?” – Rich Handley

(Rich Handley is the author or co-author of Watching Time: The Watchmen Chronology, Timeline of the Planet of the Apes, Lexicon of the Planet of the Apes, Back in Time: The Back to the Future Chronology, and A Matter of Time: The Back to the Future Lexicon. He has co-edited Titan Books’ Planet of the Apes: Tales from the Forbidden Zone, as well as five Sequart essay anthologies about Planet of the Apes and Star Wars, and is currently co-editing Sequart’s Somewhere Beyond the Heavens: Exploring Battlestar Galactica. Rich has contributed essays to IDW’s five Star Trek and three Star Wars comic-strip reprint editions; BOOM! Studios’ four-volume Planet of the Apes Archive series; Sequart’s New Life and New Civilizations: Exploring Star Trek Comics and The Cyberpunk Nexus: Exploring the Blade Runner Universe; ATB Publishing’s Outside In series focused on Star Trek and Buffy the Vampire Slayer; and Eaglemoss’s Star Trek: The Graphic Novel Collection. He has penned short fiction for the Star Wars Expanded Universe, is a frequent writer for and, and serves by day as the managing editor of RFID Journal and IoT Journal.
Author Portrait“I guess it was a little of both. I think the first inclination of me being a writer happened in the sixth grade. I wrote a short story called The Archers as part of an assignment. My English teacher told me I was a good writer. In some ways, I feel like that crippled me for years because I thought everything I wrote had to be profound. So I was afraid to write because I didn’t want to find out I really wasn’t any good.
I wrote a lot of shorts stories in college, mostly horror. I had a girlfriend that loved them. She demanded I bring her a new one every weekend when I came to visit.
Later, I tried writing a novel when I was in my 20’s. It was a religious satire called The Seven Churches of Asia. I think I wrote five or six chapters before my hard drive crashed and I lost most of it. I may have some printed version of it somewhere. Maybe I’ll return to it someday.
I think I’ve always had it in my head that I was going to be a writer someday. I just had to make the decision to do it. I’ve always been a reader and a big fan of history. From as far back as I can remember I’ve fantasized about living in a time of swords. I would tell my friends and family that I thought I was born at the wrong time.
At some point, I discovered historical fiction. I’ve read Shakespeare’s historical plays. Henry IV part I is my favorite. I read Dumas’ Three Musketeers books as well as the Count of Monte Cristo. He, by the way, is the Author I model myself after, much like your Stephen King, of whom I’m also a fan.
My mother always wanted to be a writer too. She was thinking about writing a romance novel that takes place in the Civil War. I advised her a bit since the Civil War was one of the historical subjects I like to study. I even wrote up some character sketches and a prolog. We talked about working on it together, but ultimately, our styles and visions were too different. I dropped out and I think she has moved on to other ideas.
Later, I discovered a writer that I really like. It’s Autoro Pérez-Reverte. He wrote a series about a 17th Century swordsman named Alatriste much in the same style as Dumas’ Musketeers. Turns out were both big Dumas fans. I love this man’s writing! I devoured the first book. Many times I would drop it on my lap and sigh because I was so blown away by what I had just read.
It was while reading the second book of that series that it hit me: I was going to write. I was so inspired by this man’s storytelling that I had to get into the game myself. So I set to work. I knew I was going to do historical fiction. I choose the American Civil War because there are so many resources for research and a built-in audience. I decided I would find a Michigan regiment that would end up fighting in the battle of Nashville. The Michigan 2nd Cavalry fit that nicely. I studied their history and then decided to make it a trilogy following their service through the war. Then the character started coming to me. Then I plotted out an over-all story arc for the whole series. After that, I started plotting out the first book.
I like to have a loose outline so that I know what I’m writing to. I update that outline as I move through the book and things take a life of their own. I’m also constantly making notes of possible things I’ll write in the future. Sometimes I’ll go back into a previous chapter and insert something to fit a new idea that came to me as I write. So there you have it. I feel like I always knew I would write books. I finally had a moment where I felt like if I don’t start now, I never will.” – Cody C. Engdahl
(Cody C. Engdahl is a former reporter for WSMV and now a published author with the books The American Civil War WAS About Slavery and the novel, the first book in a Civil War series (2nd Michigan Cavalry Chronicles)Rampage On The River: The Battle For Island #10. He’s also a talented fiddle player for The Inglewood Old Time String Band. Find him on his Facebook page)


denise terriah“How did I become a writer? Was it a sudden burning desire, or a decision I thought about over time? I’d love to give you a simple answer to that question… On second thought, that’s not true, I’m an author. I love to make a short story long.

I don’t remember ever fancying myself a writer for any length of time in my youth. I didn’t imagine I’d be an author when I grew up. It was my mother who wanted to be an author. She bought the how-to books, author interviews, trade magazines, and writer’s markets. The house was so crammed full of books it was hard to imagine what a bare wall might look like. Where they weren’t in shelves, they were stacked against the wall so high they loomed over my head. She sat at the table, reading, scribbling and dreaming of making stories one day. She never made that dream come true. To be honest I don’t think she ever wrote more than a few pages of a manuscript.

In middle school, my first thought about being an author occurred when we did some creative writing. My English teacher Mrs. Hall said it was great and made me read it out loud to the class. I was angry at her until I noticed I had the rapt attention of all my classmates. The spark of the idea of being a writer was briefly kindled. I let it die within the week. I wasn’t destined to be a writer, I was going to be an artist, or maybe a veterinarian.

I flirted with the notion again in high school when the young man behind me in my English class seemed impressed with my writing assignments. He was going to be an author one day and he thought I had talent. I again toyed with the idea but eventually decided that it was just something the young man said because he was more impressed by my looks than my actual work. As a side note, he did become an author and screenwriter, but I still doubt he’d have noticed my writing back then if I worn loser shirts.

Then nothing. I spent exactly no time thinking about being an author between high school and about four years ago. If you’re keeping track of such things: I’m not going to say how long that was, but it was long enough ago that I used to do my homework on a typewriter in middle school and I was jealous my friends had word processors. I took an ‘into to computers’ class in high school.

What happened four years ago? I was handed a medical conundrum and I didn’t know what to do with it. I’m a very private person so I’m going to keep the details to myself, but I was informed by my doctor that I should apply for disability and that I was being written down in my medical records as fully disabled.

Suddenly I didn’t know what to do with my life.

What can you do with impaired mobility? What can you do if you can’t always get out of the house? What can you do instead of admitting you’re disabled? I didn’t know what it would be, but it had to be something.

I considered my strengths, my talents, and what I could take a day off from if I was too unwell to work. What might work with my limitations that I still generally don’t want to admit I have. That’s when I finally thought about writing. When I was a kid I was surrounded with the trappings. As a teenager, I imagined I might have the talent. As an adult I decided it couldn’t be that hard, a lot of people do it.

The short answer is that the decision was made rather suddenly. I would be an author.

The long ponderings and indecision about becoming an author didn’t plague me until I was actually writing my novel and on my road to publication. My greatest indecision about writing didn’t hit me until after my publisher made my book available for sale. So, yes, it was an overnight decision. No, it wasn’t my heart’s fondest desire. No, it wasn’t a fire in my belly or an ache in my bones like it is for a lot of writers. In the end, the decision just seems a bit…unromantic, like so many things in life.”- Denise Terriah

(Denise Terrish is the author of her first published book, As It Ends, a dystopian story about the collapse of society. You can find her on social media as well as her own page, And she just happens to be a lover of typewriters like me. That makes her awesome.)


So, there. If I can’t inspire you, fine. If these eight ten people can’t inspire you, then there is probably no way to inspire you.

Not all of us are going to have that bolt from the blue, that AH-HA moment. And sometimes that extra special moment may get ignored when it happens because you weren’t prepared or not looking for it. It might pass you by to only have it hit you again later on when you are ready. It doesn’t matter if it is a special moment or if it comes over time. The important thing is that when you finally find yourself in its spotlight, don’t shy away from it. Embrace it.

If you want to write, there is only one way to do it.
You need to try and write every day. And read. Read a lot. And when you can’t do either, think about writing or reading. Let it engulf your soul.
Maybe if you haven’t seen your bolt from the blue, maybe you can make it happen through sheer will.

So, with that, I want to say thanks to Aaron, Anne, Trey, Nora, Jeremy, Carole Ann, Christopher, and Rich for coming to the assistance of this fledgling, wanna-a-be writer for help in this post.

As for you other writers (me included)… Realize your momentand take it.

-Loyd Elmore Jr.
April 6th, 2018
Revised on June 21st, 2019


I’ve decided to keep a blog about how I’m dealing with depression. I’m going to consider this a form of therapy. It might not help anybody else but it might help me. 


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